"The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step" __ Lao Tzu
And so it begins.
My thousand mile journey started on the 28th of March 2012. That was the day I decided to release the excess weight that I've been lugging around for the past few years.
Those of us who weigh more than our ideal weight always dream of the day when we can go into a clothing shop and just buy without consideration of slimming colors, print designs, vertical or horizontal stripes, or God forbid, flowers.
I won't lie to you, this is NOT the first time I've come to this juncture. But I'm guessing that's not a surprise. Many of us who put on excess weight, try and try and try again to take it off.
I do not shrink from a fight but sometimes you just get tired of struggle and so ultimately, you quit. And I know I'm not the only one. But this time I am determined. This time, I'm going to be smart and patient. THIS time I'm going to RELEASE the pounds, for good!
Release the pounds? Yes I said release, not lose. As has been said so many times before, the definition of insanity is to do the same thing over and over expecting a different result.
Well if I'm going to change my mindset to reach my goal, I have to change the terminology.
I say release instead of lose because inherent in the word "lose" is the goal to "find". I do NOT want to find the pounds I will lose! Yet for so many of us "finding" is exactly what happens with lost pounds.
In some circles its called yo-yo dieting. Though its not nearly as much fun as the name might suggest and its certainly not healthy.
The formula for removing excess pounds in theory is quite elegant, scientifically speaking of course.
Less calories + more physical movement = skinny me
That's it. Simple, and yet....in a galaxy far, far away. The formula may seem elegant in its design but less calories means...eek ghads, less food. More physical movement means...dear Lord, getting off my butt and doing something. Something, dare I say it, that will make me... sweat! I suppose a good analogy would be, trying to get to an island of pleasure by swimming through a canal filled with crocodiles.
Can't I just say I did and move on? Of course the answer is a resounding HELL NO! So...I've decided to say good bye to all my super size clothes and DEsupersize my body! And... I'm asking that you take this journey with me to DEsupersize your own body.
Isn't this going to be hard? Maybe. All depends on your definition of hard. Changing some habits in your life is what will be required to make the new body that will make you feel comfortable and proud. I'm not deluding myself that this will be a breeze but neither will I stress out about eating a sliver of cake or in my case an Almond Joy candy bar.
Being fat, and lets not sugar coat this, being fat is not fun! It's physically painful, embarrassing, stressful and emotionally draining and worst of all it can kill you!
Life is a gift! Don't be so flip about throwing it away. If walking a few miles a day will give you that many more years with the people you love and love you, is that such a high price to pay? I certainly have no right to become evangelical about this topic. As I said I'm just as guilty as my fellow fatties for enjoying some seductively great tasting high fat food. But some of us have gone a cheeseburger too far.
It is said, that when the student is ready the teacher will appear.
Well I may not be a teacher, save to my own wonderful children, but maybe I can be a companion on the journey and sometimes just having a friend to go through such adventures with you is almost as good as having a teacher.
I will be vloging my experience and podcasting my journey with people who have positive information to help us along the way. I will be posting the links for my podcasts and my videos here on my blog. I encourage you to email me with your own stories or share your videos either here on my blog or on my channel in response to my videos.
And I would LOVE to talk to all of the wonderful people who have already reached their goal weight! It would be great for those of us still trekking to see what will be our future. Thanks so much for reading and being a part of this experience. We WILL release the pounds!
Blair :o)
FYI:
To show that I do have some fortitude and determination it has been almost two years since I have quit smoking. Cold turkey I might add. I just decided I had had enough and quit without ever looking back. I will do the same thing with releasing the pounds. The key is keeping your mind busy so that the body forgets what its been conditioned to want.
Ok...so here we go. This is me from the neck down!
Below is my current weight. Naturally I will update this when I have news to report. All words of encouragement are appreciated! Thank you for being here!
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CURRENT PHYSICAL STATS
height 5' 3"
weight 198 pounds / 14 stones 2 lbs
body fat 33%
Goal for the month of April 188 pounds / 13 stone 6lbs
(if you want to convert your pounds to stones click the link below)